Ok, fair enough.
Was just trying to nudge you to make a contribution. A common theme lately is "newer" members that claim to have beaten the game but will not share the way. Its standard procedure now.
You are using LOGIC RouletteGhost, you will not get it until you LET that go. Think about it, ask YOURSELF the RIGHT question, then SLEEP on it. Do it every night until you get it. You have the answer WITHIN, you just have to find it. No one gave me the answer and no one will give you the answer, but if you want it you will find it.
Talk to YOURSELF, question YOURSELF, do it right before you go to sleep. Take note of what you find within YOURSELF when you first wake up.
If you think I am talking nonsense, you have no hope of finding what I am talking about, your LOGICAL mind is too strong and will always rule.